Sunday, Oct 26th 2008

Yup, it is Sunday. It is SUPPOSED TO BE Sunday. I’m at school right now, having Intro Econs meeting in the library. Don’t get me wrong, I like my groupmates. Very very much. They are very nice and helpful. The problem is I’ve been stucked in this project room for almost 3.5 HOURS! *brusaha menahan kata2 kasar*

Whatever.

Dr smalem, gue kpikiran a sort of cliche scenario in sinetrons. Itu tuh, klo tokoh utama cewe pasti dikejar ma 2 cowo. Cowo yg dia demen pasti cool bgt, dingin, kliatan ga sayang ma dia, nyakitin dia mulu, dsb, dsb. Cowo yg demen dia kbalikannya, pasti baik bgt, sayang ma dia, slalu ada tiap kali dia butuh, dkk, dkk. However, in all sinetrons I’ve watched so far, pasti si cewe slalu milih tersiksa. I don’t know why.

At very least, I know why I can’t be the tokoh utama cewe. Krn gue orgnya nyari gmpg bgt. Tau Princess Hours? Yg si tokoh utama cewe direbutin 2 pangeran ituhh. Si pangeran yg bae kan prnah ngajak dia kawin lari, wkt itu gue dah kpikir bgt I’M GONNA RUN AWAY WITH THIS CUTE PRINCE! Dan that’s exactly the reason why I’m not the tokoh sinetron. Filmnya bakal cepet tamat klo gue yg main. HAHAHAH. Anyway, this is just my random thoughts. Gue kpikir bgini krn kmrn mlm, somehow gue diperhadapkan ma 2 analogical options.

Bukan diperhadapkan ma 2 pangeran.

Certainly bukan.

Tp gue msti milih antara mnyelesaikan rasa sakit gue dgn cepat dan sekalian jalan, ato mnikmati si rasa sakit pelan2 dlm jangka waktu yg lbh lama demi mngurangi rasa sakit org lain. I know, ini sgt ambigu. I beg you to just read, no need to analize this post. Hahaha..

Intinya, gue milih yg kdua. Contradict bgt ma sudut pandang gue ttg kbodohan tokoh2 utama sinetron yg ga milih jln kluar yg lbh cpt n fun. Lucunya, for a moment I think I could feel what they’re feeling when they make a decision. Ada beberapa hal yg sangat lu sayang mpe lu rela jd martir ngorbanin diri lu sndiri. Yg gue mpe skr blm bs ngrti adalah mrk bs mlakukan hal2 itu tanpa ada slightest intention to tell everyone *baca : at very least si org yg ditolongin ituh*.

Gue ada random thought atu lg. Something related to apa yg kau tabur itulah yg kau tuai. Sbnrnya td gue dah ngetik pjg lebar tp tb2 disconnected n ilang sudah post saya. Anyway, td pagi gue lg tidur ditpon mami. Dan gue, thx to roommate gue yg td siang mid term n blajar mpe nyetel alarm tiap 2 jm skali biar ga ktiduran, NGANTUK ABIS. Jadi gue jwbnya singkat abis gitu. Iya, ga, bukan, biasa aja, yah gitu2 lah. Gue blm mrasa brdosa tuh.

Abis itu, tb2 gue keinget bwt tpon seseorg. Gue tny, “Udah bangun lo?”. Eh, reaksinya “YAUDAHLAH, org bntar lg jg dah mo jln!”. Err.. Kyknya gue tny bae2 deh. Gue tdnya dah mo ngamuk, ngoceh btapa gue dah bae bgt ma dia. *baca : intention to tell everyone* tb2 gue sadar, OH KAYAK GINI PRASAAN MAMI. Jd gue diem, dan gue mulai mikir btapa si cliche di sinetron itu sbnrnya dipake dlm keidupan juga. Nykp gue, gue, dan mgkn ratusan ribuan manusia laennya yg milih mnderita bwt org yg kita care for.

Apapun itu, these are just my random thoughts. Hasil contemplating slama meeting intro econs. Hahah..

Be good to the ones who care for you.

 

Li Ka Shing Library, Oct 26th, 06.20pm

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